Jay Z is on the cover of the November issue of Vanity Fair and he is dishing on his personal life and how his drug dealing past prepared him for his empire. The man behind Roc Nation is usually pretty private about his wife and daughter (except in his music) but this time he opened up about how he won her heart…and changed her into a gangsta chick. He also speaks candidly about his 18 month old little girl, Blue Ivy. He says she loves his music and watches Beyonce perform every night on the computer. Sweet!
Chris Brown recently reminded everyone that Jay Z has been forgiven for his drug dealing past..so why shouldn’t he be forgiven for his past indiscretions? Well…Jay is not asking for forgiveness for his past, he simply worked hard to turn a negative into a positive. In this article he admits that the hustle of selling drugs, taught him how to hustle the music game into an empire.
“I know about budgets. I was a drug dealer. To be in a drug deal, you need to know what you can spend, what you need to re-up.”
He said about the importance of an exit strategy:
“If you want to start some sort of barbershop or carwash — those were the businesses back then. Things you can get in easily to get out of [that] life.”
“You have to have an exit strategy, because your window [for dealing drugs] is very small. You’re going to get locked up or you’re going to die.”
As for what got him out that life:
“Not until later, when I realized the effects on the community. I started looking at the community on the whole, but in the beginning, no.”
“I was thinking about surviving. I was thinking about improving my situation. I was thinking about buying clothes.”
He opened up about being a proud daddy:
“That’s not true. She does like her mother’s music—she watches [Beyoncé’s concerts] on the computer every night. But my album came out and I don’t know if Blue ever heard any of my music prior to this album—she’s only 18 months old and I don’t play my music around the house. But this album was new, so we played it. And she loves all the songs. She plays a song and she goes, ‘More, Daddy, more . . . Daddy song.’ She’s my biggest fan. If no one bought the Magna Carta [album], the fact that she loves it so much, it gives me the greatest joy. And that’s not like a cliché. I’m really serious. Just to see her—‘Daddy song, more, Daddy.’ She’s genuine, she’s honest, because she doesn’t know it makes me happy. She just wants to hear it.”
Many people wonder…how the heck did Jay Z nab the hottest chick in the game, Beyonce Knowles?
Jay says that when he and Beyoncé were both featured on the cover of Vanity Fair’s 2001 Music Issue “we were just beginning to try to date each other.” Try? “Well, you know, you’ve got to try first. You got to dazzle . . . wine and dine.” He tells [writer] Robinson that “of course” he pursued Beyoncé, and when asked if he hadn’t been Jay Z—say, he had been a gas-station attendant and she pulled up—would he have been able to date her, he responds, “If I’m as cool as I am, yes. But she’s a charming Southern girl, you know, she’s not impressed. . . . But I would have definitely had to be this cool.” Jay confirms that the line on his latest album, “She was a good girl ’til she knew me” is about Beyoncé, and when Robinson asks if she’s not a good girl anymore, Jay laughs, saying, “Nah. She’s gangsta now.”
And if you’re wondering when the 43-year-old, almost half a billion dollar man will finally quit the rap game….he doesn’t even know himself:
“I know I said I wouldn’t be doing it when I was 30 so that’s how I know I love it. Thirty years old was my cutoff, but I’m still here, 43 years old.”
Jay kicks off his Magna Carta Holy Grail tour November 30th. Pick up your issue of Vanity Fair on news stands now!